ONE WRONG STEP TOOK ME TO HELL...BETTER LOOSE UR ATTI AND UR PRIDE FOR UR OWN SAKE..

if feel dead eventough i am living...i feel lonely eventhough everone is around me...i fell like crying eventough everybody else around me is laughing...i feel commiting sucide eventough everybody around me is planning their future...
1 thing tat sucks the most is luv...one wrong step...one misunderstanding can change ur entire life...i remember somebody told me one day tat"chooti-chhoti baatein bahot badi ho jati hai aur everything gets over coz 1 misunderstanding" and now i understood wat he meant to say me...now i realize wat i have lost...now i beg god to him back to me...now i cry every day and night for him....he told me one day tat start caring for me...but i heard it frm one ear of mine and took tat out frm my other ear...i am the biggest fool in this entire world...i was a kind of nastik some months back...but i apologize to make fun to luv...cum back plzzz plzzzz plzzzz its a request..i have complete plans for this-
listen if u get ur luv then be happy...spend time wid him....take care of him....
and if u dnt get it then live life till the day he doesnt get married and tats the
only day wen he got married to some other chick thenu loose the hope and u
are internally breaked...so tats the correct day to commit sucide..simple...i have
such a nice brain u see...marna toh hai hi ek na ek din....small-small tiny-tiny little-little mistakes changed me....galti kar ke hi sudhar hota hai...this is another thing which i have learned and tats the ultimate truth of life...i'll luv him till my last breath....he meant everything to me...he showed me a different face of mine....he is fab..i totally,completely,internally and extenally luv him...no matter if he ditched me thrice...

I KEEP MY FINGER CROSSED...I DNT WANT THIS FANTASY TO CHANGE INTO REALITY....

I AM NOT PAID ENOUGH TO BE GOOD TO YOU

KILLER ATTITUDE AND PRIDE MAKES A MAN FALL...
IT WOULD BE RATHER BETTER TO HAVE GRATITUDE INSTEAD....
RIGHT NOW I AM FULL ON TO KISS SOMEBODY'S ASS BCOZ TODAY WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE...TAKING THINGS LIGHT DOESN'T ALWAYS WORK...PAY ME WELL AND SHAKE IT WELL AND LOOK AT YOUR CLASS BEFORE SAYING THAT TO ANYONE....I WONT GO IN COMPLETE DETAILS BUT EVERYBODY AROUND US IS A BIG AND A SUCKING BASTARD SO FORGET THE STATEMENT WHICH I JUST NOW GAVE IN THE STARTING AND MOVE ON AND HIT IT HARD!

IS TAT ME??damn sweet

HMM....i am quite confused abt it...wat am i doin...means wat am i acting as??....i did this around 7 years back and wat i knw abt it is tat i went on the stage...i said good mornin to all and then my teacher asked me tat do u want a candy...and i replied yes and i left the stage to get my candy...tats it...i actually do remember things like tat....i hate being a gal at the age of 7...i have dressing myself in tat skirt and all...shit..snap...crab...why cant to be a simple classi person...is it necessary to do stuff like tat??.....these were the words whic par said by me someday and now i just cant live widout a kohl in my eyes,a complete body massage and a body lotion,lip gloss,mascara,clips,accessories,mimis,backless/sleveless tops are something i am addicted to now....i cant image my life widout all these....its a kind of hell....my dad says tat the name of the person really affects...but earlier i wasnt use to agree on tat point but now...oh my god...wat shall i say....i really mean it now....niharika means-admire and a galaxy of stars but if u have a look at it in the hindi manner then niharika means somebody who keeps dreesing herself in the best and needs a complete and a perfect look and i spend all my time in doin tat....

forget it...were talkin abt my play wen i was 7...ya so i had a wonderful time in mother;s pride...wen i memorize things abt tat scul then i must say tat the scul was fab...it was one of the best scul in new delhi....and gautam accompanied me at tat time,...and 1 more moment wen it was my b'day...i satrted leakin salt water frm my eyes at tat time...i actually hate cream....i just dnt like eating pastries and cakes..i dnt like tat so everybody was wishing me a very happy b'day but i was the one who didnt even wore my b'day cap and i hate all of them...i just wanted to kill everybody i see around except my family....i was a very arrogant and rude kind of baby wen i was small...but no matters...watever ppl say???..

a visit to the cousin's place-karnal

i met her after a very long time..a time of around 3 years i guess..as gautam has left to NY...i extremely get bored at home and its the time to play holi...i left at 4 in mornin frm faridabad to karnal wid my neioghbours as their grandma stays thr and they have a visit after a week everytime...well thr was no music in the car and i was really bored wid it and in the mid way my uncle told my aunt to drive on the highway and i thought tat this wud be my last holi this time...but she drived raelly well...must appreciate her...i raeched thr around 8 and it was a safe tour..and i hugged my sis raelly hard....i was very glad to see her...we palyed a lot..we talked a lot...we enjoyed a lot...me,charu,samriti,kanika,kritika,kanishka,and krishna....we all together had a blast...krishna is 2-3 years old now...he is very sweet...very innocent...a sweet little baby who always have one word on this tounge for tat -tu toh ullu ki patthi hai...man just look at him...he is so clever at this age...we palyed holi as if the bulls are fighting wid each other...i was full of colurs and i was shaking as i was feeling cold after sometime....my colurs didnt go....i tried a lot...i had a shower for 2 hours but still i my face was resembling a joker's face....i was red,pink,blue,purple...i was just full of colurs...after playin holi...we had a meal of sambhar-vada which were speacilly bought frm mathura nad i coluld never forget tat...me and charu had a really nice talk and spend really nice time together and she showed me the vcd of her farewll party and we all sis slept on one bed wid each for an hour and we keep wisperpering into each others ears....in the evening i met jyoti maasi and later uncle and maasi took me to haweli---its a tourist place in karnal...it was really nice..it was a kind of punjabi's tradition....i saw the well and i pulled out a bucket of water frm it...i had a ride of camel after a very long time wid my sis and we went for the go -karting and believe me tat i am a very bad rider...we enjoyed a lot out thr..we had a light meal of jalebi,pizza,sweet corn.etc.and i got many a photos clicked....and later we went to mc d in our way and had an ice cream and we reached home..i,charu and samriti slept at 3 at night...all night we kept talking abt the ghost's and black magic...in the moring wen i woke up next day...my sis had left for her tution and till then i watched tv and had a breakfast and curd of karnal is really nice....i really liked the curd which i had it wid my breadroll and cutlets..later wen she came we again start talking and i left wid my uncle after sometime for home,and i raeched home at 8 and i really miss my sis now....i wish tat i have another visit soon....

tour to chandigarh

well,i dnt remember much as i was of age 10-11 tat time...but wat i remember is tat chandigarh is a clean and green place...i really liked it...it has a wonderful environment...wherever i went i just found punjabi's all around...and the meal was awesome as well....tat chicken tandoori,crispy murg,patiala peg,allo ka parantha,makki ki roti de sarso ka saag....luv it...i am a all kind of foddie...i visited many places out there...we were 8 members -gautam,deepesh,paurush(my brothers)and mum-dad and massi and uncle and ofcourse me u silly...we had a very gud time together...it was a kind of a get together for us...chandigarh is the best planned city in india today...its architecture is sizzling..i saw the hidden valley,rock garden,rose garden and the open hand monument and rock garden is spread in 20 acres of land...i found diff. diff types of rocks out thr..i sat on them and i scratched them but unfortunately my nails broken bcoz of tat...i swing a lot on the swings..i had every ride wid gautam and my cousins ...i sat in the trolly and that mind blowing view..oh my god...hopw can i forget abt it...it was awesome...i got many pics clicked..i saw a hilly area in chandigarh where i went up in the trolly...its a kind of a graden out there....and it was really nice and fresh evironment...thje weather was really gud...and the cuisinee of chandigarh is fab...i dnt remember further...forget it...but its a lovin city....very neat...very clean...very green and only only beautiful ppl visit tat place like me...rite???

MY TOUR TO NASHIK

NASHIK SEEMS TO BE A REALLY NICE CITY..ITS WELL-DEVELOPED...NICE SCHOOLS-SYMBIOSIS INTERNATIONAL...DAMN....WEN WILL I GET A CHANCE TO GO THERE??...WELL,I FIRST STARTED MY JOURNEY BY VISING A FEW TEMPLES OUT THERE...IT WAS ALL THE GOD AND GODDESS OF THE NINE PLANETS WHERE CLICKIN PHOTOS WERE STRICTLY RISTRICTED....THEN I SAW THE GANGOTRI RIVER AND ME AND MY AUNT ROSY SAW SOMETHING LYING IN THE HOLY RIVER AND WE WERE JUST RUNNIN AWAY FRM IT AS WE THOUGHT IT WAS A SEA ANIMAL OR SOMETHING BUT LATER WE CAME TO KNW TAT IT WAS A POLY BAG...AND WE WERE JUST HIDEING OUR FACE FRM EVERYBODY AS WE TOLD EVERYONE ABT IT TAT THR IS AN ANIMAL IN THE RIVER...I I DRANK THE WATER OF THE RIVER JUST COZ EVERYBODY OUT THR WAS DRINKIN IT...I JUST DID TAT FOR THEIR SAKE BUT I FIND THE WATER VERY SWEET AND I EVEN FILLED MY BOTTLES WITH TAT WATER AND I DRANK IT FOR THE WHOLE DAY...I WAS QUITE LIKING IT...THEN I SAW THE PLACE WHERE KUMBH KA MELA HELDS...LATER WE WENT TO ANOTHER MATA TEMPLE AND AFTER CUMIN OUT OF IT I HAD PANI-PURI OF MAHARASHTRA....AND GUESS WAT I SAW MY AUNT SWINGING ON THE SEE-SAW WITH HER KIDS AND I MY UNCLE WAS LIKE -"ROSY WAT R U DOIN"??...BUT I WAS ENCOURAGED BY TAT AND I ACCOMPANY HER LATER FOR TAT....AFTER HAVIN A LITE MEAL I WENT TO THE GOD SHIVA'S TEMPLE WHICH WAS MIND-BLOWIN...IT WAS SO COOL...SO CHILLED AND FULL OF FLOWERS...THR WE CAN ONLY SEE THE SHIVLING BY LYING DOWN ON THE FLOOR BY LOOKIN INTO THE MIRROR..IT WAS FAB...LATER I VISITED SOME OF GOD LAXMAN'S,RAMA'S AND SITA'S TEMPLE...AND NASHIK IS THE ONLY PACE WHR GODDEESS SITA IS WORSHIPED..IT EVEN SAW A CAVE IN WHICH GODESS SITA WAS HIDING HERSELF FRM RAVAN...ITS BECOMES SMALL AS I TOOK MY STEPS FORWARD...THR WAS A MOMENT WEN I WAS LYING ON THE FLOOR AND THEN I WAS ABLE TO PASS FRM TAT CAVE...IT IS QUITE A NICE PLACE....AND LAST I VISITED THE HAMUMAN'S TEMPLE AND CUM BACK TO HOTEL AFTER HAVIN LUNCH...

love like hell (poem composed by me)

Where do you go?
I miss you so.
seems like its been forever,
tat u've been gone.
so cum back home.
i planned it all well,
but now it seems like hell.
can't u hear me callin?
can't u see me fallin?
where do u go ?
i miss u so....

good dayz always goes on,
but knw i guess i was so wrong..
i ma sorry for the prolong.
i need to hear tat happy bell..
coz thr is nothin good to tell...
where do u go?
i miss u so...

boy,i wish tat u can hold me wen i ma lonely...
wen i need someone i can talk to u phonely...
i saw u starring me near the pole...
c'mon let's again have tat rock n roll...
can't we start again..
i miss tat clapping rain...
i dnt wish to listen another no...
where do u go>???
i miss u so....

-NIHARIKA KOHLI (NAINA)

LOVE

love is the closest thing to magic and it is the ultimate truth of life...i can truely say tat coz i have experienced it well.but beware!boys are pigs....forget it...
it is easy to say those 3 simple words-i luv u...which can do wonders for u in ur life but on the other hand it is also easy to say-i hate u which can take u to death...9 months back i was somebody who was used to make fool of lovers tat u are cryin for a guy who has left u in the midway..wat the f**k??....i thought tat love does not exist but it does. i luv i luv i luv____(fill in the blanK)...one who knws me well knws wat i am about to write thr...guyz go and watch bachna ae haseeno...tats ur kindda movie....realize the importance of love....it has a worth which nobody can ever pay....its not a part of a fairy tale....cryin for ur x is noT easy....askin lord to give him back to u every day and night is not easy...forgetting tHOSE moments u spend wid him is not easy..nothing is easy....change urself for the one u luv...dont expect him to change for ya...show how much u luv him...dont wait for him to show u tat how much he luvs u...its not a training centre....wat say???be down to earth...dnt try to fly high...or else u'll have a fracture in ur wings someday...a broken bone which can never be cured...

IF U HAVE LOVE U HAVE EVERYTHING...NO MATTER WHERE U ARE OR HOW U ARE??>....IF U DONT HAVE IT NO MATTER WAT ELSE U HAVE....

MY BIG B-GAUTAM (MISS YA)

huh...miss ya gautam....now its the time to realize the imp. of a big b....i really miss him and now i need him back...i never tie a rakhi to my cousin brothers....so i am felling really lonely this year...gautam is somebody who is like a darling to me...i am glad tat i have a brother who is smart,gud-lookin,intelligent,muscular,attractive and my list woukd never end for him....i knw the way he is...he is just fantastic...i can't listen a word against my brother...i miss those dayz wen every year on raksha bandhan i was used to demand 5000/- cash or a big amount or an expensive gift every year frm him and guess wat he always used to give me as much money i demanded frm him..he took tat cash frm dad and after a couple of dayz i was used to return him and say tat u spend it on urself bcoz i get wat i demand...and i was a walking-bank for my brother...he never calls me naina...he always call me"naina seth"as i am the one who has alwayz provided him wid cash each by stolin it frm mum's purse or by asking it frm dad or by anyway...i never refused him and so to he....he too never refused me....miss ya...hope u'll cum back next year on this day.....

night angels

i am somebody who just luv night...night is darling to me...my good mood depends on the night..i am an angel at night and a devil in the mornin as well...night turn me on...i feel lovin others and doin terribble stuff at night...night can change me in anyway which nobody else can do...i luv wearin those short-short,lose-lose night suites and sleping wid a softtoy just do wonders for me....on the other hand i hate mornin...i hate sun risin on my head...it just sucks...bcoz in mornin tat same borin scul....those stupid people by ur side..oh ho ho!!just dn't make me think of tat...forget it!

let's talk abt night again...tat lovely moon,tat lovely millions of stars around you and lightening everywhere...i feel like livin in a heaven wen i see night-time...

a typically punjaban chick-misz naina

this is something u can call me and which really suites me...i luv punjabi tradition...no matter wat people say...i just dnt care....the way they act,they dance,they sing,they talk,they eat,they drees-up...i mean everything...the entire thing...i am truely a punjaban by blood and by heart...a chick of the kohli's family(a punjabi family)...i was born in new delhi but our family frm the back is basically frm ambala(punjab)...
i just luv eating chicken...a crisy,fat and a healthy chicken...i just can't digest even a glass of water if i dn't get non-veg 4-5 times a week(tuesday is exceptional)...rest i luv bhangra...a hard bhangra...just goin crazy and i wish--- i am so so so much desperate to turn above 18 years old as i want to try a patiala peg...i luv seeing punjabi's havin gud,fresh non-veg wid tat patiala peg...i hope i turn 18 soon...i luv dressin myself in salwar-kameez wen i was 10-11 years old..i just luv speakin punjabi...listenin punajbi just do wonders for me....everybody luv their tradition and i am one of them...i wish to settle down in a village of punjab for 2 weeks as i want to experiece my entire tradition...i want to run in the farms and the fields of punjab wearin a salwar-kameez with a dupatta in my hand...i knw it sounds silly....but i really want to do it once....i want to do folk bhangra wid the entire group...punjabi chicks are full of attitude and my companion says tat i have the most....which is really not true...but they really dn't knw tat how much attitude my sisters have...dude u have not seen my sisters...they are devils as well as angels...all of us are full of attitude and i guess i have the least out of them...dn't u dare say tat i have attitde becoz u have really not seen wat actually a complete attitude gal is....beware!

achievements of life

hmm..wow!!i am proud of u
-these words are something tat i really luv to listen it frm my dad...he raelly wanted me to succede in life higher and higher...and i just luv my dad....i am basically really gud in sports and i luv to hang out for any camp or somethin adventurous...i just luv doin tat...i am always awarded for sports and i hope i'll do it better next time...waise gals of the punjabi families are lazy sometimes or u can say tat they are always full of attitude and demand for the best in life...and i am one of them..a gud-lookin chick of the punjabi family widout brains...but hey!i play well all the time ....

i actually like runnin a lot...i just dn't get tired and i dn't feel tat it is bored...its a fun-luvin sport to me....i have participated in-catwalk ,100 mtr. race ,200 mtr.,400 mtr.,long jump,relay...this was of the year 2007 in my scul wen i had my sports day....and catwalk i did it wen i was in 4th or 3rd grade i guess...i have never lost a race and i'll never lost it...
WAT I THINK I DO AND WAT I DEMAND IS WAT I GET...i am quite a lucky kindda person u see...

friends for life

friends are the most important part of anybody's life...they are somebody frm the outside world for me whom i spend and share every moment of my life...tanvi,bharti,nandani and nikita are darling to me...i just can't even spend a secound widout them...out of these 4 tanvi is somebody whom i call it as my lil sister...she is fab....they r my soul....i still remember every moment i spend wid them...and the most memorable was wen i went to a scul trip to dheradun and mussorie wid nikita and a trip to nanital and palampur wid nandani and rest a scul camp wid bharti and tanvi itself in the scul...i am frm last 3 years wid them and i guess we guyz have really get along wid each other very well...i hope we never get separated frm each other...

A TEENAGE LIFE

well...its gud to have spend time wid family,buddies and rest but i guess i am beauty widout brains and i have really experienced it...its far better to accept wat ur mum-dad says instead of arguing wid them...they can take u on safe tracks...i keep my fingers crossed now...i wud never ever take any decission myself...i am 14 and i have a brain of 8...wat the crab??...and i have no shame to say this coz it is the ultimat truth of my life...i have always scored well in exams but beside the books there is a different world and i am extremely bad in judging people...really so....u come across wid every obstacles in ur life at this point of time...i wish tat my big b-gautam wud be here by my side to help me figure-out such things...but nobody knws where life can take you...it all depends on time....and time heals everything....forget it man....

my visit to shani shingnapur

it was a gud experience...i dnt like to discuss the whole story abt it...but it was gud...its a nice place to see...must visit durin ur way to shirdi...its been said tat lord shani's frame was once found in a river flowin in tat city...so some of the ppl gathered out thr and touched tat frame wid a stick and blood started cumin out it...so lord shani gave a blessin to all tat nothin wud be stealed frm this city so thr shud be no windows and doors over so...and its quite amazin to see tat it is really so..the hotels,house even the washroom out thr is widout a door and a window....
wen the ppl of the village picked tat frame they took some mtrs away and frame fell down....thr they build a temple of lord shani which is really famous now....the frame was picked byand it is said tat it wud be more nice if bhatija and mama together go to worship lord shani in shingnapur....

my visit to shirdi

well it was quite a gud experience bcoz bfore my visit i had no faith in such super natural powers but now i can say tat it really worked for me atleast...it was wonderful...i really liked it...it was an awesome experience...i come to knw abt many things abt sai baba...it was fabulous....this was my third visit to shirdi and after cumin back i can really say gud abt it this time...it was not much crowded this time coz of bad weather as compared to my previous visit to shirdi...man u can't imagine??...i have seen a billion of ppl cumin to visit shirdi on new year,2008 and 26 th january,2008 and i was just gone mad...i keep my fingers crossed tat thank god we got the passes for the vip entry or else i would have faint tat day.....and on 1st jan a man frm andhra pradesh i guess donated 100 crores over there and it is said tat shirdi wud be one the most popular and well-proccesing city some day and the entire temple frm inside is mad of gold...old is gold i say..

dheradun

i woke up..i had a shower...i dressed myself and then 1 more news??gueesss wat now??
i am out wid such family...kisi ki sunte hi nahin hai...i want to see the entire place but no...yes is never on their tongue....i dnt knw why i planned a trip??...
forget it!!

listen wats next>>>>>
they told me tat we wud see a budha temple which is nearby coz we have come far away frm dheradun and cant reach back...ok...so i thought it wud be a bull-shit again but i was wrong...my god!wat a temple!!it is third larget budha temple in the whole world...its mind-blowin...i liked it...i actually luved it...
no matter wat....
it was awesome...i had an awesome experience...it was fabulous...
i saw the entire temple and then we had chinese meal-momos,manchurian,haka noodles and bla bla bla...and i left for home sweet home...but look now as i reached my uncle's house first then iffa awards were cumin on the tv...i need to reach my home as soon as possible but no...1 mor no...have dinner and then go...tat old family to family drama....u r insultin us man??...have dinner and then go>???...crab man
asshole....

as my silly idiotic time passed out thr we left for home and wen i raeched awards were over...my destiny...its really never works...i hate it man....
so this was all about
wonderful dayz of my life...............

trip to mussorie...waise not actually

huh!!so guyz i was fully ready to go to mussorie this mornin...we again had a bath in ganga...got a few photos clicked,had breakfast and we left for mussorie then...none of us had a bath again after cumin back frm ganga as we all planned tat we'll take a shower in mussorie as we were late...as usual.....but who knws wat's next....its all destiny....
On our way to mussorie my dad and my mum gave me some of a beautiful comments tat i am blind and deaf...is tat really so??....waise sounds gud na??....not really...huh...
we had a damn bad traffic...a traffic of 1 complete day...can u imagine???....how will we bath???,.....everybody started wonderin tat wat wud be next???
well...we managed anyhow and we first went to visit kempty falls...i again had a blast...chilled water...fir se ghus gayi paani mein...and 1 more trolly..wow!!....2 blasts at a time....

then i have a sandwich in a bekar sa restro as there was no other option left....i was hungry...and guess wat??
my mum asked the waiter tat "sandwich kis cheeze ka hoga"???she meant to ask tat wat wud bae the ingredients...and tat follish replied tat "bread ka hoga"....how silly is tat???....and 1 more drama-my uncle asked tat "do u have mango shake??"...he said yes and later my uncled asked him tat"mango se banaoge voh??"...man r u guyz out of ur senses...stop tat crab...no more entertainment...
i again came across a huge tarffic jam for nearly around 4 hours and again i was hungry...i need food...
after sittin in the car for so long i and dad walked and went till the proper city of mussorie coz i really need to go to the washroom....and it was again rainin...later,we had dinner and my dad and uncle decided to go back home as no hotel available...crab man...no more...not another shokin news....everybody started pointin toward me tat we told u not to move out for a visit in vacations to such places...its over-crowded and i guess they were rite and i was wrong...no matter...i started cryin...they started scoldin but still i was leakin salt water......
but look wat happen...
destiny??
the tyre of the car got penchered and we had a stay in some hotel a few kms. away frm dheradun...everybody was restless...we had a sleep and rest u may find out in my next chapter...gud n8..sweet dreams....

tour to haridwar

hmm...at last thank god i am leavin frm this hot-hot place to a cool-cool place....
so,i departed frm delhi wid my mum-dad and my uncle's family at nite for haridwar first...i reached there safely and hapily ofcoure coz i am misz naina...misz attitude...misz naagin or watever u can call me...its upto u.....i was so restless ...so sleepy but i didnt sleeppp.started my morin wid a hot aloo ka parantha and my hair man>>>wavy sholdered -length hair...i hope i was bald instead of havin wavy hair...i pressed them wid my hair-press so welll and wen i went out it started rainin and my ugly hair were nicely seen after gettin washed...god i hate my hair....
u guyz knw wat!!!innova is such a crab man.....we were 7 members of family and realtion...and 1 driver and me,mum and maasi sat on the back seat of the car and oh my god only i knw how i have managed wid those 2 women...i sat and traveled a way of around 5-6 hours like a rat....mum and massi are not tat slim--trim tat we 3 can adjust on 1 seat dude??.....
alrite forget it...
then i went for a bath in ganga wid tat stupid weather....coz it was rainin u see....but it was awesome experience..i luved havin a bath out thr coz i never did tat before....it seems as if i was in heaven in a chilled water.....but the water was full of sand and mud....never mind...not a big deal......
_alrite listen to me now....
after havin a bath in a holy river ....i saw a few temples ...and trolly ...yes man...i luved tat.....i luv sitin in the trolly...no matter if i live or die....i just luv tat cold breeze,high hills,greenery all around....its just fantastic....mind-blowin......then then then
then we had a dinner and a have a gud sleep at nite...gud n8......catch u later...till then u see my next pic....waise i am gud-lookin na??

my summer vacation

Man! wat the f**k...
well i was damn excited wen my vacations started but now it seems like hell...i was so much desperate to sleep on my cosy bed for a long time...no tutions....always chillin out in ac...always eatin and drinkin like and elephant but hey!i am still slim...u knw me na??i cant move on wid tat fat tummy and a heavy butt..shit...it look so ugly....
so,let me take this chapter forward...
i am so much bored in my vactions tat i want to kill everybody....this bull-shit weather??i am pissed coz of it....hmm...i miss my scul dayz..i miss bharti,tanvi and nandani...my 3 best frnds,my soul.....they all r sweethearts to me....
as the dayz move on i was gettin bored -bored and bored ....no sam ...no masti ...no drama...dn't keep thinkin tat who is sam???
hope for the best so let's just fuck the rest....wat's gonna happen???god !! help me....coz i even eat less non-veg now....