I loved every shade of you

I loved the way you looked me,
your eyes so bright and deep..
I loved the way you touched me,
your hands with a current to flow..

I loved the way you made me glad,
and the way you showed you care..
I loved the way you said 'I LOVE YOU',
and the promise that you are always there..

I loved every shade of you,
hoping that you'll be mine..
But didn't had any specialty in me,
To make you move along..

Childhood memories

I remember those days..
When we were all lost in the maze..

Lost with friends who were always full on..
Who lost the touch in this race of life..

Playing together and hitting it hard..
Always making daddy's mind scarred..

Getting stitches at each day of life..
never thought we would do such strife..

Talking shit and hearing shit..
was our day-to-day job which we've now quit..

The friends which were loved the most..
gets separated from the one which was close..

Badly miss the moments spent..
the time through which we happily went..

We today have the last hope of our link..
The memories we drew in our mind,we see at our every blink..

Dedicated to the one who is always been remembered somehow and somewhere in my tiny little heart-{Lovina,Ayush,Abha,Appu,Varun,Vishal,Nikita,Rashim,Avi.}

Friends

A friend like you is always a darling,
A friend like you gives me sparling..

A friend like you knows when I am sad,
A friend like you makes me glad..

A friend like you is always smart,
A friend like you will never depart..

A friend like you is honest and true,
A friend like you are really a few..

A friend like you doesn't counts my wrong,
A friend like you is always there for long..

A friend like you if moves away,
A friend like you is there in my heart to stay..

{For my best pals-Tanvi & Nandani}

My love for you will never die

Life without you is like a soul without a heart..
which cannot be depart by such misconception..
but I now believe that we had a feeling of being set apart..

Life without you is like shoes without socks..
It might seems senseless..
But its a way to build the life's building blocks..

Life without you is like a morning without a sun..
which gaves me a faded image..
and I now I feel that it's all done ..

Life without you is like a whisky without a rye..
to wake me up and let me know..
that my love for you will never die...

My visit to Jaipur

Jaipur is quite a nice city..but all tat forts are quite boring to see...i had to walk so long to see all such forts..i basically didn't liked anything out there..dad didn't accompanied us as he was buzy with work..mum,me,uncle,maasi and my cousins went to jaipur..we saw all those bakwas forts and water of jaipur is so so so bad,,its so salty and the each time i used to have a shower it just pissed me off..jaipur is nice..i am not against it but its not just my type..i've never seen all such museums and forts in delhi and travelling so long to see thse in jaipur was not at all nice..the next evening after coming back from some fort{i dont remember the name}we all had a word with each other regading chowki dhani tat whether we should go or not..i was really restless and everybody was suggesting me to have a cup of tea so tat i could come back into my good modd.and these idiots{my brothers}had me a cup of tea and later on went to cafe coffee day to have a nice cup of coffee..i gave them an extremely cold look and they took me along..ccd the service was really bad...1 hour to serve 3 coffees was more than enough..i was really hungary and i did't got anything to eat there and there was a huge traffic everywhere..we went to some theatre and tickets were already booked..my uncle's nephew was staying in jaipur and inspite of having an approch at every step of jaipur she was unable to provide us with the tickets..they own a 4 star hotel in jaipur we all stayed there..the next day we went for ajmer..i loved ajmer..i loved to see the mosque and the dargah..it was really nice and i really wish to go there again..it was awesome..mind blowing..we also had plans to go to pushkar but we didn't had much time so we came back home..

Uncle-Aunt's 25th marriage anniversary

Well,the journey was quite hectic.if we would have travelled towards the Agra side instead of goin to karnal then i hope i would have seen the taj mahal atleast once.but guess wat i have seen people belonging to Agra and haven't seen taj mahal once in their life.forget it.we reached after a having a long long journey of around 6 hrs and as soon as we reached the born dancers of karnal were buzy in their food and dance as usual.i cannot believe the people of their karnal are so much into food,music and dance.they eat like elephants and later on says that humari health hi kya hai.i must say my mom belongs to a very khata-peeta khaandan.my sis intoduced me to her cousins belonging to chandigarh..anywayz,maasi was buzy getting dressed up and the day was not so chillin so i thought tat i would be able to manage with my halter dress..we got dressed up and took us hours and hours to get ready..everything was so ulta-pulta and 1 hour for everything was quite less..i really had an extremely bad hair day tat day..I pressed my hair a couple of times..i applied everything onto it altogether -leave on conditioner,serum,mousse,hair spray,hair gal.etc.etc. and it all messed up..and everybody was watchin me as if i am an animal who has ran away from a zoo..i somehow managed with it and went on for the party..and jiski party thi were all coming late..guests were present and uncle's family was absent..jaate hi all got mad and started with their horrible dance moves..the dj was organized really well.arrangement was good but i guess instead of booking a banquet they should have organised it in some open area..but it was good for me because it was cold outside and i wont be able to wear my dress in open..we continued with everything...met all-charu,samriti and other kapoor family..but tony was missing from the party..i had a sip of whisky tat day..it was not tat bad but even after just a sip of it my head and my stomach was paining like anything..i had a little soda after it and then was relieved for sometime..everybody missed gautam and deepesh-my big brothers who are always missing from such parties..the get together was nice..everything went welll...i too dance as if i am drunk..i met divya{charu's best frnd}..it was nice meeting her...kanishka has always been my darling,my sweetheart..luv her..met her was really gald to meet her and later on we came back home...

Miss lonely

I am fussed in this world..
Just wanted to be swirled..
I need my big B back..
I need my happiness back..

The time I spent before..
had been so happening always..
so now where have been my smile..
which I had it at the hallways..

Mirror give me the faded image..
and I realize my pain each day..
a girl like me in this cage..
have nothing left except to pray..

A girl like me who was always full on..
now seems every moment to be suck on..
Why this happened to me,tats so hard??
Will every moment of my life retard??

-Niharika Kohli {Naina}

I miss you

I left you bcoz of my x..
who made me believed that he'll be my present..
I was enjoying every moment spent..
But I didn't thought whats next..

I apologize for what I did..
And need you back in my life..
Promise to be with you at the Hid..
and will never run back to my past..

I knew he was unfaithful..
and the same I did with you..
though I don't love you...
But still I miss you boo...

-Niharika kohli {Naina}

A new me-Misz Naina !

Was betrayed in love.
Was a lot in sorrow.
Wanna live again.
Wanna feel again..

What we had was totally a shit.
A life with a guy like you,
I definitely wanna quit.

Don't feel a need of you.
I have my own life to live.
Will end up this way,
I really had no clue.

I will be a new Naina again.
That joyful nature and killer attitude,
will make me alright then.

A new life,
A new beginning.
A new spirit,
And new peers to move on with.

Get lost.
Don't fuck my mind,
I don't need you.
I don't miss you.

-Niharika Kohli {Naina}

ALL DONE!

The game is over!
the chapter is close.
Our love ended.
what else one knows.

who cares about your apology!
I know its all fake.
It took time to heal the pain.
But this time I am Awake.

I thank you for coming back again.
so atleast I knew that I was wrong.
standing all alone in the pain,
It has made me more strong.

Go away,I know you are not mine.
running after you is not my point.
Its not that without you I'll not be fine,
I can manage somehow,anyhow,anyway..

You ruined my life..
then why should I talk to you.
Am I mad that I'll do a hard strife..
For such a person like you..

Hope to forget you completely soon.
so that I can start a new life.
A life without you with a complete new moon.
I can adjust,I may guarantee you..


Never fall in love,it will betray you till your last breadth......
-NIHARIKA KOHLI{NAINA}