AH ! MY BIRTHDAY

It was fab. this time...on my b'days nite i waited for sam's call whole nite hopin that he wud be the the one to wish m first but he didnt as usual..i really hate him frm the core of my heart for that...he shud atleast wish me at 12...tarun was the first to wish...later himanshu,vinay and best pal-tanvi wished at the midnight...
the next day wen i woke up i had an off frm scul....i aaceesed my gmail and i found sam to be online..i had a word wid him and he abused me...i just left blank that time...i thought i wud never talk to him ever again...later everythin was alrite and i had a phone chat wid him for almost an hour or even more than tat...i took a shower,i dreessed up and i went to nirula's...durin my way to nirula's i had a phone chat wid sam and he told me tat he is here...i didnt believed and i went late..wen i reached there jyoti told me taht he was here and all tat stuff..i fucked off myself and was really raelly really depressed...forget it..we had a meal and later we moved on to crown interiors..we guyz end it up at 6:30 p.m. and i watched a movie wid mum-dad and had dinner and reached back home...the day was fine better than my previous b'day..i hope every b'day goes like this..i had the company of my best peers this time-nandani,tanvi,jyoti,alisha and manvi...luv them all...hope to be together as alwayz...

Why do I always suck a romantic and a precious moment..?

Today i again fought wid him....am i that dumb??...i didnt said anythin..why do he always take me wrong???there was nothin to fight abt..its not only me who can save those precious moments even sam should think abt it...its a hard time now for me to control..bette change urself tooo...aise kaam nahi hota hai...its a big deal now...how long a relationship can be carried off like this??we guyz really need to end it...wenever i fought wid u ,i wish to kill u and me both and start a new life being brother and sister in the next birth...watever we had today it was okay...but we both really need to think abt it...i apologise...i am srry for my misbehave...and who so ever is readin this post wont able to get me rite..i just wrote this bcoz i really need to be urs..that my heart to heart connection in this world full of affection....