Not fine!

I am not fine with you been gone..
Always dream of the time foregone..

You left me in this world of sorrow...
Always kept thinkin in enthusiasm of the morrow..

You made my mind go fizz,it just blows..
Perhaps its the wrong path we chose..

The mirror gave me a faded image..
runnin after the time to chase..

I would never turn back and see you again..
you have always left me in this world of pain..

Where were you when I left blank?
It was more than a hard anger spank..

Is this the day I've been waitin for?
standin still and hearin the roar...

Why you're rangin me now?
What you think I've missin you somehow...

Its not the love-sick thing anymore..
the game is over with that harcore..

I am not fine with you been gone..
always dream of the time foregone..
-Niharika {Naina}

Thrs nothin more

From where shall I start?
Till where do I end?
Your words were true,
what else shall I pursue?

My ignorance to you,
held my breath tight.
I was afraid whether I made it right?

Your question to me..
always left me blank..
but the memories you drew I make you thank..

What can I say?
we went wrong and lost each other,
and there's nothin I can hope further..

It hurts me talkin to you like this..
it always make my mind go fizz..

just lets be practical..
our realtion is just been tactical..

its not an unbreakable bond anymore...
its as bad as a snore..

Its better if I ignore you this way...
this would fade your memories gray..
whatever i did was right...
don't take me wrong...
its for our own future bright...

this would be the end...
I'll always hope you to be mine..
everythin would be just fine...

from where shall I start ?
till where do I end?
I am okay so far..
so that we would shine like a star..
yet I am not sad..
because lord has always set somethin nice for the lovers mad..
-NIHARIKA KOHLI
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