if feel dead eventough i am living...i feel lonely eventhough everone is around me...i fell like crying eventough everybody else around me is laughing...i feel commiting sucide eventough everybody around me is planning their future...
1 thing tat sucks the most is luv...one wrong step...one misunderstanding can change ur entire life...i remember somebody told me one day tat"chooti-chhoti baatein bahot badi ho jati hai aur everything gets over coz 1 misunderstanding" and now i understood wat he meant to say me...now i realize wat i have lost...now i beg god to him back to me...now i cry every day and night for him....he told me one day tat start caring for me...but i heard it frm one ear of mine and took tat out frm my other ear...i am the biggest fool in this entire world...i was a kind of nastik some months back...but i apologize to make fun to luv...cum back plzzz plzzzz plzzzz its a request..i have complete plans for this-
listen if u get ur luv then be happy...spend time wid him....take care of him....
and if u dnt get it then live life till the day he doesnt get married and tats the
only day wen he got married to some other chick thenu loose the hope and u
are internally breaked...so tats the correct day to commit sucide..simple...i have
such a nice brain u see...marna toh hai hi ek na ek din....small-small tiny-tiny little-little mistakes changed me....galti kar ke hi sudhar hota hai...this is another thing which i have learned and tats the ultimate truth of life...i'll luv him till my last breath....he meant everything to me...he showed me a different face of mine....he is fab..i totally,completely,internally and extenally luv him...no matter if he ditched me thrice...
I KEEP MY FINGER CROSSED...I DNT WANT THIS FANTASY TO CHANGE INTO REALITY....
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